I was talking with some guys at school and something really hit me. We were discussing how we each live our lives and they couldn't understand me. They couldn't understand why I wouldn't want to have this "fun" that they have. They were so confused, not even close to comprehending me, that I had to smile. They were at the point of disgust, not knowing why I would chain myself down by a bunch of rules....They obviously didn't get it. And then I was thinking, if our lifestyle is so confusing and disgusting to them, how much more disgusting should the way of the world be to us. But time after time, we as Christians continue to live no differently than non-believers. Their lifestyles should be so unappealing to us that sin should be that last thing that we want to do. When are we going to stop rolling in the mud and eating out of the trashcan, and finally step up to the table that God has set out for us as Children of the King. We're not chained down by a bunch of rules, we are just doing what is better...It just makes sense. Trash????or Feast???? Decisions, decisions.

I visited Texas Tech over the weekend. It was pretty fun and I really like the band and campus. However, it also caused me to think if that is really where God wants me next year. Because of that I have been applying to numerous other colleges and universities such as OU, Baylor, SMU...etc. Pray that God will help me to make this decesion. Actually just pray that I would listen to God as I make this decision because He will let me know, I need to listen. Thanksgiving was great, food mmmmmmmmmmmmmm....